Walking in my first 10K for charity.  I posted a donation link on facebook – I have 0 faith that any of my FB friends will donate.  But we’ll see :)

When I was seriously ill a few years ago, I had two friends visit in the hospital and a third bring me dinner one night.  Based on that, I don’t have faith that my friends are there for me.  I don’t mind (I’d rather know now versus years from now), and it has given me persmission to not be there for friends when they are in the hospital (instead, I give my energy to strangers such as homeless who are in true need and have no one) which has given me some extra energy/time on my hands the past few years.  But it will be fascinating to see if anyone donates – my guess is 0, and I say that with zero bitterness 😉

I’m a funny person.  People like me, but I don’t have a lot of deep healthy friendships where I know someone will be there forr me when absolutely needed, other than Wife M (the most important) and my amiga, who arealways there when needed.  On the other hand, it doesn’t bother me – my two good friendships and a world full of strangers to chat with are good enough for me 🙂

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Walking in my first 10K for charity.  I posted a donation link on facebook – I have 0 faith that any of my FB friends will donate.  But we’ll see :)

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